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| (remembering at 2am after the cinema that we hadnt a valentines '13 photo ^.^) |
it is 00.22 on the 18th of february and i just started a new blog bringing the grand total of blogs i have up to three and with a grand total of two followers (both my boyfriend and his band) and my overly depressing melancholy on the other two i came to read this one and it made me happy because i sound like me and its just nicer ^.^ I have orange hair not ginger hair right now and lately i keep wanting to get a new piercing in my ear but im too scared of pain and i dont know if i just want one to rebel against.. what? i feel a constant need to rebel but i feel like im just doing that against myself which is stupid.. i sware i feel the need to still be 16 and im 21, which makes me feel so old and no one ever believes im that old, i dont look it, i dont act it which basically means im not right? i wish life worked like that, if i was 16 i would actually be ahead in the game of life, however as it is i am massively behind.
I am only writing because im avoiding sketchbook work, im looking at COMIC BOOK TRENDS how exciting.. i used caps locks to emphasise how thrilling this is. It actually is but i just hate how we'e researching spring/summer 13 trends which is what is in stores currently so everywhere i go i cant escape what i am learning about. shopping is no longer pleasurable as i walk around all i can hear in my head is... 'east meets west fusion' or 'boudoir grunge'. i am so on season in my thoughts and knowledge but as always no where near it in terms of my wardrobe for i am as always lacking in money. but i always tell myself i have better style for it hahaaa
'Im driven. I am im driven for some reason but i dont know where im going'
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